im back yo and slowly trying to get better again. got disability first try yay. bought a good drawing tablet. but i want to get better before i post new stuff. looks like my art style has changed too. cant help it. now i do have quite a bit of unreleased art that im not sure why i didnt post it so ill probs post some of them. also sorry for my illitercy and spelling all those skills were best good put to my drawings ._.
so um i havent made anything new, cause had a heart attack and was in a coma for 2 weeks and, i had rehab for 3 long months. had to learn how to walk all over again, couldnt even write my name. now im out and no longer on hormones. im trying my damn best to get back on them, got to wait till i get on dissability lol would never ever thought in a million years at the age of 27 id be dissabled, life is werid so thats me right now for the few out there cares and this took me liek 30 minuts to type this, i love all you guys and safe kiddos oh also dont expect any new stuff, I have to learn to draw all over again, FUK my life, the long hours of practice.-_____-
So i have started taking hormone treatment medicine about a month ago. Had to go thru the process of Seeing a therapist and dealing myself, and it took me roughly 4 months to get to this point. I cant stress enough how happy I have been this past month. My mind is more clear. Its nice for a change not to want to hump everything i see XC. I have already been dealing with cramps, and you know what? That can go fk itself e_o. How you girls deal with cramps and still able to function and go about your daily life is absolutely amazing to me. I have gained way more respect for You girls <3. Like after dealing with my cramps for the first time ever it lasted 3 and a half days, and the day after that my body was so worn and tired that i couldnt physically get out of bed the whole day. I just wanted to break down and cry so much, and thats exactly what i did, and afterwards felt way better about myself. I have even noticed changes in my actual brain patterns. Like i find multi tasking easier, and I worry about too many things at once that its hard to sleep sometimes :L... Overall so far its been an extremely tiresome, yet painful experience that I'm So glad I get to the opportunity to go thru.
Thanks to whoever decided to take time and read this <3.
Also I will most likely post before, and after pics when this is all done if anyone is interested :b
Alright peoples for whoever cares out there xD. I have been fighting an internal battle the past years of my life, and I have finally come out within the past couple months. I'am Transgendering, and I'm currently in the progress of doing so. I promise i'll be back to making the arts soon enough, and Thank you all for following me. I really appreciate it <3
Yeah sorry everyone, but i will not post anything new for a couple months. I have issues with my personal life that needs some attention. love you all <3
I'm not normally very good at talking/typing all that well, and i don't post hardly ever, and i was wanting to thank everyone that chose to follow me. I never thought that i would get this many people that like my style. It makes me want to keep at it so i can improve, and give you even cuter peoples to look at :L. If i ever let you down then im sorry... no ones perfect, and especially not me :b
It really puts me in a good mood, and I love all you!!! <3