So i have started taking hormone treatment medicine about a month ago. Had to go thru the process of Seeing a therapist and dealing myself, and it took me roughly 4 months to get to this point. I cant stress enough how happy I have been this past month. My mind is more clear. Its nice for a change not to want to hump everything i see XC. I have already been dealing with cramps, and you know what? That can go fk itself e_o. How you girls deal with cramps and still able to function and go about your daily life is absolutely amazing to me. I have gained way more respect for You girls <3. Like after dealing with my cramps for the first time ever it lasted 3 and a half days, and the day after that my body was so worn and tired that i couldnt physically get out of bed the whole day. I just wanted to break down and cry so much, and thats exactly what i did, and afterwards felt way better about myself. I have even noticed changes in my actual brain patterns. Like i find multi tasking easier, and I worry about too many things at once that its hard to sleep sometimes :L... Overall so far its been an extremely tiresome, yet painful experience that I'm So glad I get to the opportunity to go thru.
Thanks to whoever decided to take time and read this <3.
Also I will most likely post before, and after pics when this is all done if anyone is interested :b